end is near...
yes... its been a long long while since i blogged... its just been too busy recently... 2-3 exams every week... plus all the stuff to prepare... the emotions that i face...
the good news is that next week will be my first flight to narita and sydney... unofficial one that is.... its training flights but still its pretty nerve-wrecking... feeling lost and all... despite all the trainings that we received...
in a blinker of an eye.... the class has only 1 month left together... i think i am getting too used to seeing everyone everyday... people like cara, carina, anthea, daming... and even edmund and junfan has become such an integral part of my life with our so frequent outings... not to say others are not impt... but people like rui, joy, casey, charles, deidre... and the chinese girls all... i think i will come to not be able to bear parting with you guys despite the relatively short period of 4 months together... somehow, we just bonded in the short span of time, we are more like kids despite we are suppose to be working... i have to treasure every single moment together... cos i dunno when i will be able to meet up with them as a batch ever again...
another sad story wud be miss lim, who is moving on to another company just before our graduation... the sad story of the corporate life... cruel and true.. 29.5 years of service... i am so very grateful to have her as my trainer... so strict and knowledgable... kana drilled to the max and making sure that we are on the toes everytime... i cant imagine anyone else taking over her job... and as she says, she is not top 10 for nothing... so much emotions within me now.. not the emo emo kind... but mixed feelings... of wanting to fly but not wanting to leave STC... i am so not surprised that i will miss batch 922 so much..
glad for the wet run today, certainly made me more clear of what to do at least and i just need a couple of more experience beneath my belt then i think i am ok... at least wun be so nervous... life flashes past so quickly...that sometimes... somethings dun matter so much anymore.. the small differences were quickly chucked to the back of my mind... keep moving...
"you are my Xenas and Warriors... you will bite the bullet and swallow it... take the humble pie... most importantly... remember! I CHOSE this path..."
those are her words...
the good news is that next week will be my first flight to narita and sydney... unofficial one that is.... its training flights but still its pretty nerve-wrecking... feeling lost and all... despite all the trainings that we received...
in a blinker of an eye.... the class has only 1 month left together... i think i am getting too used to seeing everyone everyday... people like cara, carina, anthea, daming... and even edmund and junfan has become such an integral part of my life with our so frequent outings... not to say others are not impt... but people like rui, joy, casey, charles, deidre... and the chinese girls all... i think i will come to not be able to bear parting with you guys despite the relatively short period of 4 months together... somehow, we just bonded in the short span of time, we are more like kids despite we are suppose to be working... i have to treasure every single moment together... cos i dunno when i will be able to meet up with them as a batch ever again...
another sad story wud be miss lim, who is moving on to another company just before our graduation... the sad story of the corporate life... cruel and true.. 29.5 years of service... i am so very grateful to have her as my trainer... so strict and knowledgable... kana drilled to the max and making sure that we are on the toes everytime... i cant imagine anyone else taking over her job... and as she says, she is not top 10 for nothing... so much emotions within me now.. not the emo emo kind... but mixed feelings... of wanting to fly but not wanting to leave STC... i am so not surprised that i will miss batch 922 so much..
glad for the wet run today, certainly made me more clear of what to do at least and i just need a couple of more experience beneath my belt then i think i am ok... at least wun be so nervous... life flashes past so quickly...that sometimes... somethings dun matter so much anymore.. the small differences were quickly chucked to the back of my mind... keep moving...
"you are my Xenas and Warriors... you will bite the bullet and swallow it... take the humble pie... most importantly... remember! I CHOSE this path..."
those are her words...
posted by EniGmAtiC NoStaLgiA at 9/20/2007 06:59:00 PM
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