Pissed off

I'm so farking pissed off... my dive trip was cancelled... han cancelled it cos he got too damn pissed off waiting for people to reply to his mail and confirm the details and the trip with him. Seriously, i think it was some miscommunication cos me and vivi thot it was just an email from him informing us or what to prepare and the details of the revision session. we were still asking the rest of the people wat time to meet today and how are we getting down to the place... but nobody bothers to pick up their farking phone or even reply except ben.

i tried calling han and smsed him, think he is too pissed off to talk too.. he din reply until this morning. it was a genuine case of misunderstanding of his intentions and i can understand his frustrations when he took so much time off to plan for the trip for us and arrange everything so that we can have our revision session and theory session for advance dives. i would blow my top too if i were him. i felt terrible and apologised profusely, the dive resumed but only with him, ben and ashok... i am in no mood to go anymore.. with so few people... vivi doesnt wanna go cos she is the only girl... jit, luke, weijian and chowchow, plus lorr, siding, wingkit and gang simply disappeared... i dunno what the fark happened to them. it totally spoilt my mood last night cos i was so looking forward to the dive.... a getaway which i really needed...

Dnd is on friday... no one really bothers to get together to decide on anything, in the end its gonna be just so screwed... and i am sick and tired of asking people to come together to talk and decide. even if we did sit down... nothing constructive came out... so fark it lah seriously... the worst thing is that DnD is on sweetie's birthday... dunno wat to get for her... damn it... its just all bad timing and i am feeling pissed for dunno what, things which shouldnt be bothering me...

i'm pissed with my project mates too... the essay was haywire... they keep changing things and i dunno what the project is about anymore and they just throw me stuff to read and write. how the fark am i suppose to know what to write, whats the hypothesis and whats the scope that we are looking at!!! i could really wring people's neck off now...

den last nite... at 2am... thamz jio me to mj... i dunno why the hell i agreed to anyway, missing my sleep when i got essays to complete... wasnt in the best of mood and i wasnt in any mood to play because of what just happened... the dive, the project, the dnd... and i had to take his pissed off face and nonsense of slamming the tiles and throwing the tiles across the table. i dunno why i subject myself to this? moral obligation as a friend? everyone is just pissed off last nite lah... i dun even know why he is pissed... barney is pissed and stressed too cos of submissions and deadlines..

ARGHHHhhHHHHH!!!!!!
B4 short wing is in the wrong sorts of mood today... dun enter unless u wanna be a sandbag or punching bag... seriously.. i wun hesitate to rain a couple of punches...