Okayyyy, I'm in... but...

interview was today.. it was a great fun waking up preparing for it and dressing up for it with felix's help. he was fussing over us like a seasoned campaigner... knowing all the little tricks of dressing that comes along... i must say its good to go for an interview with no stress or no expectations.. cos i wasnt even sure if this is the path that i wanna take.

reaching there.. the queue was like snakes, hundreds came and many still queuing up when we left... tt shows how coverted the job was, as viewed by others. but why did i take such a non-chalent attitude towards it.. the dream to fly and the good pay was certainly attractive... but it lacked something which i was looking for more permanently... anyway, it was a good experience coming through 2 rounds of interviews... knowing how highly valued we are to them. feels good somehow... like addie says, it feels assured to know that you have something to fall back on before graduation... that is quite true... but all along i already had something to fall back on in the first place and i am building on another one... starting a business perhaps. much still in the midst of researching and brainstorming. this probably just enhances it, a dream fulfillment... really quite shiok... maybe i will treasure this opportunity more now since i witnessed hundreds and thousands falling from the hurdles and being turned away... yea maybe i should consider it more seriously. I'll see how things go. Feels just like a major singapore idol session at the sheraton towers hotel today.

besides the banking jobs, a vacancy for sales and marketing at one of the top hotels locally. i stand a pretty good chance at it... sigh... dilemma sets in again... a dream or a longer term career. forgoing the dream, i might never get it again... but at the expense of my career? is it worth it? i dunno...

wait an see i guess, all i can do now is to apply for vigorously to jobs which i wanted after exams and hopefully, i get something i like...

but...
before that... studying should be top priority... slacked for 2 days already... its unbecoming of me... Discipline please and Dun Slack....!!!!

PS: Jessica Tan won MSU 2007... seriously.. i feel that she is the only one worthy... pretty, poised, confident and sweet... SIA trained stewardess, unsurprisingly no one else came close. joey almost did, but the winner was always clear. Peggy gave a damn good answer in the Q&A and Campbell was confident, cheeky and witty... something which no one else was... pity yiming din get a chance at the Q&A... i would have loved to hear her answers... hey... you hear me girl??? haha...