that hurts a little...

spent a little time with someone recently...
thought she is interesting to hang out with and see how things develop... but maybe its just me acting up again... maybe i got a little soft spot for her.. she being carefree, friendly and all.. i guess its just her nature...

we went cycling at east coast, and supper... last nite was dinner... shopping at Ikea.. not too much time, just about right for small beginnings... dunno if i am reading the right signals... but i guess i have to remind myself that she is the kind of person who is friendly with everyone and everyone wants to get friendly with... so whatever she does has nothing too much to do with her being interested in me, just a normal gesture to her, its just that maybe i am seeing her on the other light, thats why i might be reading things a little differently...

stumbled on her blog, she mentioned a negative on having someone special in her life and she is enjoying singlehood now... ouch tt hurts a little... uhuh... but i have been denying her and putting her down when she makes suggestive remarks that i am interested in her... the right course of way perhaps, cos i am still getting to know her. Maybe its right, i am interested to know her better, spend more time with her, thats about it so far. i havent found enough in me to say that i really like her yet. I guess she might be in the same situation, just exploring and just enjoying, maybe just that little bit of interest but nothing concrete... i shouldnt be reading too much into it. but she does look for me when she needs help or when she is facing problems... hmmm... maybe its a good sign.. at least she thinks of me when she needs someone, a positive way of thinking on my part maybe..

i am sure she has no lack of suitors anyway... we'll see how things go... we'll see... we'll see...

she's got a soft spot for red... and doesnt eat beef cos she's a Buddhist..