imbalance...

feeling very imbalanced...
things dun seem to be happening right...
quarrelled with dad recently... the bad blood between us always has the same root... to me... he is always trying to spend my money... to him, i am a selfish brat who has serious attitude problem, enuff said... add these 2 together, a super potential recipe for volcanic eruption... just that i have been tolerating all these while... keeping quiet... but this time, i answered back once.. only once.. but its enough to create a big enough problem for me to have to forsake my shanghai trip with kwanhua, joanna and candice...

worst thing is i already changed money and had the itinerary planned out... we were going to Eason Chan concert... going clubbing.. going to Westlake and Hangzhou... all these gone up in smokes... partially cos of the quarrel.. i had to stay back to settle the issue... the other thing is i couldnt get a return ticket back to sin. all the flts that i can take to come back in time are fully booked... total sadness. was so looking forward to westlake and hangzhou...

C cancelled on me 2ice... cos she is in bad mood i understand... i wish to share her burden but apparently, not so easy... when she is not letting anyone in...
just did flt with C's roommate... Grace... din work with her.. worked with Peiying all the way thou... can click quite well.. thot can be friends... so i asked her for her number, but got rejected... not thoroughly, but bad enough... she said she will give me when she sees me the 3rd time, cos she dun give out her number to colleagues... its stinging me... grrrrrrrrrrrr.....

the issue of Kunda and Korean came up again.. one girl just msg me.. omg u look like kunda..... did anyone tell u that? er... ya... you are not alone...
she said she saw energy's advert on tv.. Kunda came on... thats Jingpei!!!! hmmm... okies... it resurfaced again... my batchgirl oso said i look like korean just now...