Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Where will u be at the age of 35?

Daniel asked me this question today.. do u see yourself continuing in this job? dun waste your degree... he told me...

actually before today, i was already pondering over my next step... im going to quit soon... and i am planning tt to be in may or june next year after my backpacking trip to east europe with serene and casey... but recently, ive been facing some issues thats enticing me away from this job.. its a nice job... i love the travelling.. i love being paid to see the world even though i worked for it... even though i had it tough at times.. i love take snapshots of people an scenary which i know i dun have the financial means to see at my own expense at this point in time. in all honesty, its a damn relax job where there is no take home stress... no homework... and u get to explore and see things from all ard the world...

i know i will miss this job.. i will miss the time away from home.. i will miss the time i get to spend on myself overseas... strolling, exploring the places... running through thoughts in my mind strolling in the major streets in different cities in the world. sometimes being away allows me to seek solace from the happenings back in sin... granted that i miss my friends... i drifted apart from them... i missed weddings... i missed gatherings and sometimes overseas trips with them. in exchange for wat i seen in these 2-3 years, i can say its still an eye-opener...

if not for the backpacking trip to east europe.. i would have no qualms about quitting anytime... i think.... except for the fact that i still got a few places that i wanna go.. Rome, vatican city, Pisa, Chinque Terre, Monte Carlo-Monaco, Cairo, Istanbul, Copenhagen, Niagra Falls, Brazil and Argentina(not like we fly there), great wall of china, forbidden city, heavenly temple, hawaii, hokkaido... seems like an endless list... but its still within my means yet...

i see jobs opening up at this point in time... the only way i am staying is that my business is up and running and im flying for fun... but at this point in time, i dun see tt happening, my partners are apprehensive about things, i really wanted something to get going... i might go ahead on my own.. i got a few ideas tt i dun mind trying out...

i got the sudden urge to do up my resume immediately... and i have to start digging for all my certs... maybe tts wat i will do in london if it rains again... tts wat i will do... go for a few interviews first...

at the age of 35? i see myself as the boss of my own business... and how am i going to get there? i have to give myself a kick in the butt first... cos i am getting too comfortable...

thanks Daniel for the wonderful chitchat session today... and for sharing so much...

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