every relationship....

Every single relationship don't happen by chance, it takes a lot of factors and commitment to nurture it...

funny how television programmes can sometimes read the mind of people, or is it that when we are affected by certain issues, we tend to be able to pick out dialogues which especially seemed to be written for us... extra sensitive i guess...

i met someone, been dating recently... spent lotsa time together, until she was away for a while.. i could sense a difference in the mood.. i kept to myself cos she has lotsa heavy burden from work already... i didnt wanna make an issue out of nothing. but i guess my fears are not unfounded. she was troubled by something, something which was very unexpected, she needed time to resolve it before coming back to us again. I am still finding out about her, i wasnt head over heels over her... but i like her enough to wanna protect from any kind of harm. i still feel hurt, still feel lost, still misses her when i dun see her. she knows how i feel towards her, she initially likes me a lot too, but time apart made her unsure of her feelings towards me. she felt something for me, but she isnt sure what izzit. last nite, she told me, our feelings are very shortlived, what we had wasnt giving her enough courage to overcome whatever she had... she said she couldnt accept someone who can be friends with anyone... there are differences to our characters...

Unwittingly, i didnt realise that i had given her so much insecurities, she is special.. i think i found someone whom i can really feel that i can spend my life with and one whom i can really like for the rest of my life. at this rate, everything seems to be dying a premature death... i wish i know what to do, to allay her fears and resolve the differences... i need some divine help.. i am at a lost.. i think i cannot afford to lose her...