restlessness

i have been lagging in my posts again...
there seems to be a lot on my mind... but i just couldnt sit down and get to it...
maybe listing them down will help me focus better...
i wanted to start my business with ruihan... met up with her and discuss a bit recently.. thanks to her actually that i am keeping in touch with one gang of my secondary school buddies... yeeming, ah bi, shenyong, yongqi etc... cos we just had a ktv session before she went back to sydney...

been looking at the market recently... thinking of getting some blue chips as investment... been monitoring a while but the market is really volatile... i think i set my eyes a 1 or 2.. maybe i shall get them tmr if the price is good.. my first step towards being a millionaire..

been considering very long about getting a condo unit as an investment... but i haven really got enough cash to sustain it... sometimes i just wonder why am i not born rich... then so many of my goals and ambitions could have a much better starting foundation... maybe its time to really scout ard for a proper unit and look into the property market now... during the economic downturn, its the best period to get rich...

maybe i have been stressed up by my work recently, not that i am not enjoying travelling but its just that work has taken a newer definition where i have to serve a "higher" class of pple.. and i am not so familiar with my work in that area yet...

maybe also because i haven been able to contact L... some sms and some online msges has been sent to no reply... but suddenly out of the blue, she sent me her work schedule... and its dead silence after that again.. what does this mean? i know i shouldnt be reading too much into it...

has grown to be really good frens with mavis and xinz...

there are a few locations which i am really dying to go visit now... Athens... Fukuoka, Nagoya, and going back to Tokyo, Shinjuku... and revisit Manchester again... i miss the place... not forgetting HK and San Francisco... haven really spent time there in a long while... i hope i get these places in my next month's schedule.

suddenly lost the drive to go skydiving and bungee jumping in christchurch... think i better force myself to do it, cos i dunno when can i go again... there are so many things which i wanna do and i wish that i can do right now.. but just not possible.. which is making me extremely vexed and sians...

i just wanna spend time back in hometown... catching up with everything and settling my plans.. but yet at the same time i am feeling so bored with nothing to do.. so tired that i dun feel like working but yet at the same time i wanna be away for a while...

next month... i am going shanghai with huazai, joanna and shiling to visit candice... hope it will be fun.. and supposedly going LA with thams in july... Barcelona on the cards? i wish so too... but planning for LA gotta come first...

right now, i just wish that i can gallop away on a horse on vast plains... feel like buying a horse... and go horse riding... saw on the news that in Dublin they are selling horses as cheap as 40 pounds... think i am interested in getting one... Mongolia sounds like a nice destination for now... wanna be a kite with no strings attached....