Should i stay or should i go?

Funny how this question pop up again...
though this time round, the feeling wasnt as strong as previously... but what amazes me is that i am comtemplating leaving eusoff... the hall i hold so dear... the hall i love so much...

thanks for all the wonderful memories... the wonderful friends... the tears, the sweat... the blood... the injuries... everything you could find... i think i been through enough here... not that my feelings has waned... but i think i cannot bear part with this place... not especially in the manner if i am forced to leave because i am going to graduate...

i have been thinking too... should i go for honours to prolong my stay here... to take a minor also... just to stay that little while longer... but people change... people will change... people come.. people go... its inevitable... I had seen the likes of Tom, Whiston, Weiming, randy, Duajiak leaving... Nana, jeannette, rachel, jerraine, amelia, amongst the rest... come end of this year, things will be much worse... weifeng, roger, kristian and potentially ah ben and zhicong... my B4 gang... and shuiyen, val and chin and company... the dynamics of the place is changing... i could be graduating with adeline, naj, siding and co. but i have a choice of staying... but should i or should i even leave now... i hate to leave now... cos its this batch of people who gave me these wonderful memories to begin with... but its also this bunch of friends, buddies, pals, brothers, sisters that i really wonder how much i really know them... are we conveniently friends because we stay together, or are we really friends... friends that will walk down our lifetime still keeping in contact and being ard for gathering..? i really dunno... and that is disturbing to me...

Zhicong just said it sucks, cos its his last year already... cos he cant make it for honours... i know that kind of feeling... the hate to leave the hall... the friends behind... cos i've been retained before... i know... i just know... plus the happenings between me and baby carol... dunno why she is so cold towards me... i merely wanna be friends and become better friends... i am still in the midst of finding out... never meant anything... why doesnt she understand?
these are the small small little things that are pushing me to leave... worst thing is next year, short wing has only me and daming left... patrick and barney are going for exchange for 1 sem... life is even more lonely now... Should i stay? or should i go???