Won't go home without you

Won't go home without you by Maroon 5..

Maroon 5 - Won't go home without you

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
she left before I had the chance to say
the words that would mend the things that were broken
but now it's far too late she's gone away

every night you cry yourself to sleep
thinking why does this happen to me
why does every moment have to be so hard to believe that

it's not over tonight
just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

the taste of your breath I'll never get over
the noises that you made kept me awake
the weight of the things that remained unspoken
built up so much it crushed us everyday

every night you cry yourself to sleep
thinking why does this happen to me
why does every moment have to be so hard to believe that

it's not over tonight
just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
it's not over tonight
just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I've felt but never really shown
perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go

it's not over tonight
just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
it's not over tonight
just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
and I won't go home without you and I won't go home without you and I won't go home without you


i think thats my fave song for this period of time... truly reflecting what i am feeling and depicting me almost fully, minus the crying in the night... amidst all the heartaches... trying to go out meet up with my friends... catching up and partly to take my mind off things... there has been progress, i think i am less indulging in it... but i still cant help but miss her... at times its so bad that i felt like seeing her there and then... or i get so emo suddenly that my emotions just plummeted to a low... i hate this feeling... but ames told me to enjoy this lovesickness cos i will miss it when its gone... i dunno man.. its a sucky feeling, she does make sense but i am wishing that things will get better... people say she is playing hard to get... a buddy says i have to work very hard to prove myself... another says i need to give her space to think... of which i am trying very hard to accomplish them all... but i dun think she knows or understands... she seemed to be living her own life, thats in my opinion..

i am deeply troubled inside, ames feels like slapping me, she cannot believe i let myself into this state... i cannot believe it oso, but i am just attracted to her.. i fell for her and got ran over by a truck... maybe i can only wait and see how things go...

I was at breeze bar last night after a friend's bday... met Kirsten, Glenn, Tim and Darren Lim Minglun, chilled out, talk cock... chitchatting... no airs, easy going.. casual clothing. nice beach chill out bar.. i like it there.. i might go back again soon... think i need it.. i have been mind fucked... sadly...