moody..

i dunno why i suddenly feel this way...
things are not going on well between me and her... things used to be going on well... the lovely time we share... the funny moments... the sweet smses... all these seemed to be a thing of the past...

i still remember the first date we had at sakae sushi at causeway point... shopping trip in town... the relentless smses when we are overseas, the cant get enough of each other and constant sms no matter where we are... eating at bishan coffeeshop, reliving your secondary school days.. our first movie watching madagascar II... roleplaying characters in journey to the west... going to wedding dinner together.. the suppers we had... hanging out at east coast and sipping white coffee... sweet moments spent in the car when i pick her up and send her to work...

i know i am suppose to be strong to tide thru all these... especially when you have so much to face... but i am hurt too... i have my weak moments at times... i miss u dear... i miss what we were...