Beat and Drained...

Its been so tiring lately... deadlines pushing me down... weighing on my shoulders so much that i can barely breathed... coupled with the tiredness... i cant concentrate at all... exams loom in less than a month... my last project deadline is just 1 week before exams... tell me about studying??? haha... i will screw you in your face... seriously... they give so much percentage for exams... but they give so little time to study for it. they give so much assignments but they give so little percentage for all the efforts and energy put into it... not to mention the late nights and no sleeping... and no weekends... i am slowly coming to terms with the fact that university students have no life... talk about having gfs and having kids... when there is no time to even socialise... something gotta be wrong somewhere... this bunch of kids my age, are woeful victims of the education and society...

i am begining to recover from my ankle injury, damn that idiotic martin who injured me.... all for nothing... sight of him irks me now... add that to his nonchalent attitude... sigh... people and attitudes are changing.. i am not exactly perfect myself... but i know better... rather than being full or myself. Just played my first soccer game last week, on saturday... for Eusoffianos against Ravens... touches are not there yet... fitness is definitely no no... i need to train up on my own... IPPT looming anyway... but i still pose a threat when i attack... thou the performance and decisions and touches could be so much better... tt seems like everything if u include fitness as well... I will get better... Dance practice are starting... and i dun dare to dance yet for fear of aggravating my ankle... i will give it a rest a while more...

Money issue is looming great... i need to work and earn more money... i hope i dun have to go on OJT for too long... i need to earn some bucks from coaching soon... and the odd jobs i am carrying out for randy...

Love life?? NIL...
conflicts of the heart? plenty...