Bliss and satisfaction

Had lunch with girlgirl at yih just now... its been a long time since i had some private moments with her..

She's got tanner and less uptight about studies, maybe because she is going to SEA Games and she is training everyday day? As i look at her, i dunno how i should be feeling, that of love or that of friendship, but this time round, i am not going to let her know how i am feeling, just leave things be... if things are gonna work out... it will be so... we are talking a lot more freer this time round, maybe the pressure is gone, thats why and i am no longer expecting anything from her.. if there is, i am elated, its just a bonus..

I'm just happy to see her, she's going to novena square later for some softball promotion gimmick for SEA Games. and she ask me to watch out for her on TV from 30th Nov to 4th Dec. She's excited bout going to the games, i know. Her family too, they are all going to watch her... wow! i really wish i can go along, but i am not in the capacity to, not least that i am not even her bf...

We are going to watch Harry Potter when she comes back 6th Dec. I hope it happens, she says its too early to plan, see how when she comes back. We took a few photos just now.. just so fun.. just so fun...

Her birthday is coming 30th Nov... I will call her when she is in Manila.. I will.. I will..
(Hatred doesn't last, Love doesn't ceased)