Never so long...

its been a good 3 weeks since i last blogged... almost forgotten the feeling of blogging... or rather... laziness is starting to creep in... last 3 weeks been crazily absurd... getting back the term papers and cramming for exams... this sem been disasterous... i never got worse grades for my term papers before... all Cs and B-, just what the hell am i doing... been totally demoralised before exams started... didnt even feel like studying for it... just like what Charles says, feel like quitting school to go out start our business or start working... sentiments exactly bro...

reading week has been spent playing games, takraw and everything else except the most crucial thing - studying.. panicking seems to be my cup of tea, last min work and studies, though many a times, i tried to change that bad habit... but well, they say leopard never changes its spots... i dun change mine for studies... gimme other stuff, i would gladly put in more effort.. first 2 papers were alright i guess, when i say alright, it just means do-able, nothing more... soci of power is the worst, studied for the weekend, but i suffered from mental block, nothing went in and i went to the exam hall with nothing in my mind, no info, no concepts for a difficult level 3000 paper.. how much better can you get... 3101 din fare much better, at least i was quite well prepared for it, but humans do erred right, mine was serious, i think i wrote outta point for 2 out of 3 essays... mixing up weber and marx's concept.. my gawd... i am praying not to fail or dabao man... last paper was alright still, but i dun expect anything much from there cos its a very popular soci mod, i guess everyone will do well and i will just fall into the mediocre group. but still thanks to Ames for staying up and helping me revise... she is a great help. Babe, thanks for listening to me complaining about my papers when they are a disaster and dishing out advices and words of comfort, thats why you are my babe yah? haha... Sigh, never felt this lousy for exams before... damn it... just feel like quitting school and working now...

i got the thailand trip coming up, cant wait to go diving.. must give renhan a reply by today... which means the whole of this week will be commited to diving lessons if i do... sigh.. cant wait to put on the tank and swim among the fishes and corals... money is a factor thou, heck... i think i shud just get it once and for all... hope i can find a job tt pays well for this hols... i wanna go back to LB too, time to put in some effort there... funny, i've been thinking a lot about business lately, about what i wanna go into.. i think roping in roger, kristian and weifeng will be good... they are like-minded anyway and roger seemed really keen... Charles got some bright sparks, think he is waiting to discuss with me.. cant wait to jump into the business world..

funny, that i actually sleep lesser now compared to exams period.... i'm awakwe for 2 days already and i dun feel tired... i must be going crazy... cant imagine, i was sleeping half the time when studying for exams, otherwise i would be talking to DT who was in Shanghai and now holidaying in Seoul... my gawd.. how lucky.. thanks my dear girl for keeping my sanity during this period of time, i was looking forward to seeing her online more than studying... she reminded me that there is some sanity left in this world... started moving my stuff home, thanks to my dear cousin who made her way down to help me out with her car... haha.. damn it, when we reach home den i realised that i left the house key in hall... wat an idiotic ass...

i shall stop for now... youtube is my best friend for now, totally hooked and engaged on it..
Nan Desuka???
Onizuka, Fuyutsuki, Kikuchi and Nanako is calling me... laters...