Last Night......................
last night in hall... what else is there but nostalgia...
kristian, weifeng and roger leaving... we planned for a bbq together with the b3 and c3 girls... its a get together session... come next year, kristian, weifeng, roger, tzechong, fengyi, addie, justin wun be ard anymore... things are never going to be the same ever again, we are not going to get the chance to stay together again... its really saddening...
everyone felt a lot just now, it wasnt as fun or nonsensical as the previous gatherings we had... maybe because we knew that it was going to be the last, ok, maybe not the last but it will be the last one where everyone is staying together, coming together... there seemed to be something on everyone's mind, waiting to be said, to be mentioned but no one said anything... everyone is just trying to enjoy each other's company.... i took quite a few photos in memory of this moment... i cant bear to leave them, if there is one reason why i cant bear to leave hall, its because of the people that is staying here. next year is probably going to be my last anyway, i will be graduating with the rest of the gang... save for patrick and barney... i bet i will probably tear... i know i am that kind... i miss my friends... things are going to be different with roger, weifeng and kristian not ard in my wing... minus yingying, fengyi and addie and tzechong and justin next year... its gonna be worse... i just cant stop bitching about it... if there is a chance, i will be wishing that we can all stay together, near each other next time or at the very least keep in contact and go out always... friends, they matter most to me...
i remember that B4 outing for buffet and bowling, after that night, Kristian sent an sms to everyone, hoping that we will stay in contact... its those emo kinda thing but i guess everyone just wish that it will happen... we are closely knitted... B4 05/06... how i wished time will stop here and not move on... but i am being childish... but at the very least i will make efforts to keep in contact with everyone... but working life is going to be different and difficult... but it can be done... right guys? we still got eusoffianos... b3 and c3... i'm gonna miss u guys too...
Kim was being so funny, i helped her carry her stuff yesterday, she packed all her books into one box, and couldnt lift it... in the end, i had to help her... and its felt like at least 70-80kg... her dad was scolding her for letting me carry by myself... haha.. he made her feel so bad that he wanted to treat me to a meal... its one of those funny, cute incidents...
past few days been really hectic... packing up to go home and shuttling between diving lessons, i am taking them with val, chow, fanglong, cheryl and jiax... its been really tiring and exhaustive... sigh... tmr is the first dive in hantu... cant wait but really worried to dive in open sea... but the prospect of diving in kotao is really tempting... cant wait to see the sharks, turtles and corals... i guess i gotta suck it thru... i shall update again if i live tmr... tmr is voting too... sigh, otherwise i can spend the night with the rest of them... my fave guys and girls... i am gonna miss them so so much... and everyone is going away too... chances of meeting up is not high i guess... kim is going to germany on thurs and she is gonna meet up with jan and gracie in france... wow... everyone on their separate ways... if only we can stay together forever....
i'm being childish again... sigh...
kristian, weifeng and roger leaving... we planned for a bbq together with the b3 and c3 girls... its a get together session... come next year, kristian, weifeng, roger, tzechong, fengyi, addie, justin wun be ard anymore... things are never going to be the same ever again, we are not going to get the chance to stay together again... its really saddening...
everyone felt a lot just now, it wasnt as fun or nonsensical as the previous gatherings we had... maybe because we knew that it was going to be the last, ok, maybe not the last but it will be the last one where everyone is staying together, coming together... there seemed to be something on everyone's mind, waiting to be said, to be mentioned but no one said anything... everyone is just trying to enjoy each other's company.... i took quite a few photos in memory of this moment... i cant bear to leave them, if there is one reason why i cant bear to leave hall, its because of the people that is staying here. next year is probably going to be my last anyway, i will be graduating with the rest of the gang... save for patrick and barney... i bet i will probably tear... i know i am that kind... i miss my friends... things are going to be different with roger, weifeng and kristian not ard in my wing... minus yingying, fengyi and addie and tzechong and justin next year... its gonna be worse... i just cant stop bitching about it... if there is a chance, i will be wishing that we can all stay together, near each other next time or at the very least keep in contact and go out always... friends, they matter most to me...
i remember that B4 outing for buffet and bowling, after that night, Kristian sent an sms to everyone, hoping that we will stay in contact... its those emo kinda thing but i guess everyone just wish that it will happen... we are closely knitted... B4 05/06... how i wished time will stop here and not move on... but i am being childish... but at the very least i will make efforts to keep in contact with everyone... but working life is going to be different and difficult... but it can be done... right guys? we still got eusoffianos... b3 and c3... i'm gonna miss u guys too...
Kim was being so funny, i helped her carry her stuff yesterday, she packed all her books into one box, and couldnt lift it... in the end, i had to help her... and its felt like at least 70-80kg... her dad was scolding her for letting me carry by myself... haha.. he made her feel so bad that he wanted to treat me to a meal... its one of those funny, cute incidents...
past few days been really hectic... packing up to go home and shuttling between diving lessons, i am taking them with val, chow, fanglong, cheryl and jiax... its been really tiring and exhaustive... sigh... tmr is the first dive in hantu... cant wait but really worried to dive in open sea... but the prospect of diving in kotao is really tempting... cant wait to see the sharks, turtles and corals... i guess i gotta suck it thru... i shall update again if i live tmr... tmr is voting too... sigh, otherwise i can spend the night with the rest of them... my fave guys and girls... i am gonna miss them so so much... and everyone is going away too... chances of meeting up is not high i guess... kim is going to germany on thurs and she is gonna meet up with jan and gracie in france... wow... everyone on their separate ways... if only we can stay together forever....
i'm being childish again... sigh...
posted by EniGmAtiC NoStaLgiA at 5/04/2006 10:57:00 AM
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