why... why... why????

why must u come into my life?
i'm merely looking for a job, when i ended up at Kelly Services International Plaza... there, i saw her... pretty and bubbly, friendly and helpful... not to mention enthusiastic and talkative as well... eager to help me and pat to find a job... true enuff, she got us an assignment at DBS for a few days job... damsel in distress - me and pat decided to help her... but agreeing to take up the job...

today, went to sign the secrecy form..
made a call to her prior to that, cos i forgot which level the office is... greeted by her bubbly nature, it certainly brought smile to my face... i think it would light up anyone's too...
other there, the way we talk to each other would made anyone else thought that we are friends for long time... the three of us, pat, me and her... the rest of the applicants just sian diao and talk among themselves... she would be flustered at times, a little impatient but overall still cute and funny... think there wun be a dull moment having her as a friend... me and pat talked to a little while more before leaving... found out that she was actually an intern and we were her first job placements... guinea pigs we are... she said she is younger than all of us and she is studying at smu... wow, we are impressed.. den stupidly asked for her number, which she did not give but told us her office number instead then said "I thought you called earlier in the morning??"
my reply was, i want your hp number... "why?" she asked... i was caught dumbstruck... err... sigh... i'm just lousy at this... she din actually say no thou, she changed topic nonetheless... ask us where we were from and things lidat... i asked the second time, she seemed hesistant... i guess its too short a time to get her number, but it was all a chance meeting... gotta risk it or none at all... we left...

to go meet barney and xiwen at suntec to get grocery for our oreo cheesecake making session... and not to mention mj... the cheesecake actually turned out pretty nice for our first attempt... barney thought we can attempt to sell it... xiwen and i began contemplating with the idea of a pastry shop... more gotta be discussed if anything is to come out of it... Jan is opening a restaurant... maybe can rope her in... maybe its not so nice ah, but its our own efforts that make it sweeter i guess... i dunno which way izzit also...

now back at home... waiting for the champs league finals between Barca and Arsenal... Charlotte keep popping up in my mind... its irritating... Charlotte Lee (Jie Yi? was it or not?) why did u turn up in my life? maybe if i know her for a longer period of time, she might actually give her number? or maybe like what xiwen says, she is just wary or that she got a bf... which is a high possibility, given her character... all i know is if i dunno her by the end of this hols, i might never get the chance again... her internship at KS would finish and i have no means of finding her anymore... this sucks.. i'm embroiled in this shit again...