delightful day

following last night's drinking, today was suppose to be a bonding session at the beach for all hall athletes... i am surprised that everyone was able to wake up despite sleeping at close to 7am... nonetheless, everyone was still game for a day at sentosa...

it was fun nonetheless bikinis galore thou.. never saw so much caucasians at our beaches before... i think its weekday, maybe tts why... but thats not the main point... cos today was my first visit to vivocity after so long and all the hype... missing out cos i had trainings or dance or exams the next day... finally.. but i must say its humongus.. so many shops and new brands... think its going to take a while to finish visiting the place... initially i was thinking of asking D to go with me and explore the place, but no chance... just as I was finishing my desert and about to leave for hall, D smsed me that told me that vivo is huge and she is lost... i was like "huh, how did u know i am at vivo??" but actually she was just here for dinner with parents at tung lok, ok she is rich i know, but its just kinda sweet and fated right? unplanned and we are at the same place... in the end, while waiting for food, she decided to take time out to meet me up for a short while, that made my day... seriously... i mean, i'm seriously happy lah... she made the effort to meet me even though she is with her parents... she is still pretty as ever, except a little fairer and a bit more plump and i tease her about it.. she knows... haha.. maybe this could be a start of something... i hope... i'm in a dilemma... she is going to zouk later... now at taboo chilling out...

was out for a movie with jamie yesterday too...
i must bid for my modules now... and book my ippt... need to get gold... i'm low on cash...

u rawks my world... =)

Brotherhood of trust...

it has to be one of my best boxing day ever... an impromptu drinking session by my batch boys, jit, luke, thomas where they came to find us at B4... C2 was our venue because it was where they stayed in year 1... it was a pretty wild night, playing cards and having a drinking session to go along with it. games proceeded to playing in-between where dares and challenges are carried out by each other, on each other. its just a silly excuse to get pissed drunk... very soon, we proceeded to the circle of trust game where more silly rules were set to get everyone drunk and start puking.

silly dares started popping out like no speaking in english, we can only talk in questions, placing of thumbs. one of the dares was a silly one where everyone has to pick a card from 2 decks of poker. red is safe, black means stripping and running around hall stark naked... the victims - jit, vijay and jeremy... hahaha...it was a funny sight 3 naked butts running around hall with the moon shining on your fair white butt. I pity those who were in hall last night, the din that we were making was obscenely loud and vulgar... 4 groups of pple came to ask us to quieten down to no avail. wanyu had to go home at 2am cos her room was just next to our drinking grounds. people from temasek were shouting for us to shut up only to be met by vulgarities... vodka, campari, whisky were dished out like nobody's business, soon everyone was starting to puke and lazy to go toilet... we just puke over the railing onto C1 below... the stench was unbearable... soon, pissing followed... i must really apologise to the C1 guy staying below wanyu... i think he could have just fainted from the stench, it was seriously terrible... soon secrets were shared and patrick was the first to go... they carried him to the bridge and left him to sleep there.. with his bed of course... but that was not before everyone stripped naked and wallow beside him for a phototaking session... it was a sight seriously... guy's idea of fun i guess.

Thomo suggested stripping naked to go sing christmas carol on the bridge at the end of the day, but i was thankful that it didnt happen in the end cos everyone was too grossed out by the disgusting campari... everyone decided to go check on patrick after the whole thing but we were surprised to not find him there but back in his room, we thot the security guard caught him and helped him back.. but never did we know that he was play acting to get out of drinking more alcohol until the next morning...

another drinking session was planned to be carried out soon... no mErcy for him i bet... but nonetheless it was thoroughly an enjoyable night with lotsa stupid games, shoutings, dares and alcohol... its just a guy's night out... thanks to my partners in crime - daming, patrick, alvin, jit, luke, thomas, vijay, jeremy. Its my best boxing day yet...

lonely christmas....

everyone seemed to be very busy over these 2 days... having christmas parties... going out with loved ones... hanging around in town... going clubbing... but me.. I just cooped myself at home... its the first christmas that i stayed home in years... i dunno... i just dun feel like going out or maybe perhaps its because i wasn't in anyone's plans... now thats a sad thought, even worse if its a reality...

Feliz Navidad is supposed to mean merry christmas, in hebrew or something... something which i learnt on sunday noon when i visited city harvest's christmas service on jingting's invitation. my first visit to church in a long time as well... partly also to give her face, cos she has been asking me to visit for a long time. its pretty much the same as fcbc, dunno why did i hate it in the past... maybe cos of the misconceptions, the rumours or something... but upon this visit, it didnt seemed as bad as it sounded... i'm glad this visit dispelled an ongoing rumour... surprised to see irene there...

caught the tiger beer advert during my time at home... yiming was in it... hahs.. that girl, slowly gaining popularity, maybe its time for showbiz for her... good luck girl...

Christmas is suppose to be a season for sharing and loving, weird that i feel lonely, not to say torn as well... D is back, i've been in contact with her for the past few days, chatting a bit here and there... she's someone whom i think i feel like protecting, caring for... but yet at the same time, i'm afraid... really afraid of falling short, afraid for being rejected, afraid of being hurt... does she know? i think she might have the faintest idea that i got positive vibes about her... she seeks her solace in me, complains to me, looks for caring from me while she was overseas... that is my side of the story... i remembered that big bro always tells me that i should have confidence in myself, and i am a very desirable person that most girls would like... how true is it? i really dunno... i doubt my ownself, own abilities, i know what i can do, what i am capable of... but when i face her... i feel that i am falling short, maybe its because we are from two different worlds... her lifestyle and mine is different... maybe things will work out if given time, then comes another question... can i wait? or should i move on... i know i will regret if i don't even try... but i fear at the same time... sigh...

babe, where are you??? babe is too busy dating, she has found her true love alas...
sweetie... is away at a tournament...

lonely christmas...

Save the last dance...

Its been really a long time since i posted... since exams if i remembered correctly... cos the rest of the days after that was just madness and filled with endless trainings which filled my day the moment i woke up and opened my eyes and non-stop till its 1am at night for dance... Its the IHG season... most likely my last IHG as well... no regrets... but this year our titles looked shaky... we must dig deeper and hope that things work out well. I can feel the age factor creeping into me, now i get tired more easily as compared to even last year... nature at work i guess...

I am glad i took up margie's dance, cos i never been in her dance before and this year, her dance was super fun and crappy... lucky me... otherwise i would have been stuck with June's contemp and have a dull DP... nothing against that but just that her dance was more of the serious kind... so not tt much of my cup of tea but still its an experience cos its probably the first and last time that i am going to do contemp... and maybe last dance too... sad... i think i will miss hall life afterall... the fun, the crappiness, the funny, the nonsensical, the games, the late nights, the suppers, trips to overseas, dance... sigh..

I witness a car accident just outside hall compund today when a WRX was racing and it flipped and went into a tree... tree intact but the car was reduced in size by half... it was a terrible sight, the driver was alive though, not sure if its a blessing in disguise, looking at how wrecked the car was or he being a road hazard... but i hope he survive though... such a tragedy... made me think twice about driving... maybe i will have a phobia for a while... just like few years ago when i was about to sign up for bike lessons, just the very night before, i witness a bike accident... it was seriously bad.. i shelved my plans for bike...

it's over

done with my paper... but i dunno why i am sitting in my room... listening to music.. not feeling a tinge of excitement... at least today's paper is managable... more like a relief than anything else...

caught by surprise today, siewling shouted from the top of the bridge on her way to breakfast... "JINGPEI!! JIAYOU!!" she must have seen me going for my paper... nonetheless its a much welcomed greeting... something which i needed to make me feel better before the paper.. cos to me... its one of the most uncertain and un-expected... thanks siewling...

now, i need something to do... there are plenty thou.. go cut my hair... clean up my room... watch the movies... plan for my Lb events... go out... start job hunting and writing resume... but dun feel like doing anything as yet... just wanna enjoy this moment... for now... serene and tranquil...

where's she?

tomorrow...

is going to be the last day of exams for me...
but i havent started studying for the paper which is suppose to be at 9. can't find the momentum or heart to study... and i just watched lord of the ring... sigh... i am so dead...

Sauron is going to be my downfall for this modernization and globalization paper...

my lady arwen came online in the afternoon, she is at her friend's house in seoul... having fun, naturally... i look in despair at tmr... wondering how i will come out of the exam hall feeling... sad or happy...?

but one thing is for sure... at the moment aragon was crowned king... i was certainly hoping to be in his shoes... that is one of my fave scenes in the movie... my lady? her of course... though i wouldnt resist liv tyler if she is willing to be the one... sigh...