The Myth

Just watched The Myth today...
been long wanting to watch that show.. cos of the beautiful cast and my fave ancient settings...
many people said it isnt as nice as it was made out to be... but for me... it was good enough...
Qin General and Princess from Korea falling in love, braving difficulties and obstacles, going through modernity... alas Indiana Jones style.. but it was good enough for me...
maybe i am a sucker for action movies... i suspect that i am one for romance too...
what made me pine most for this movie is the romance and the undying love behind it..
the part where the beautifully graceful, Kim Hee Seon was waiting for him at the underground palace was just so hardcore loving.. captivated me over and over again.. pity that they had to part cos i would love a perfect ending if they could live happily together.. sounds cliche.. but sometimes it just makes things better..

makes me wonder if i have a previous life too?
what would i be? is there someone out there waiting for me as well? with this undying love... endless love as the theme song would have it? i hope to have some clues, i some dreams or some artifacts which would ring something in my head and that i would go in search for it... Jackie Chan style... maybe i will meet my Korean Princess too...

Truly, Madly, Crazily

Just came back from bash...
wasnt something really fantastic, honestly speaking, but its the company that makes it worthwhile, been a long time since i hang out with the little gang... xiwen, carmen, wendy, daming, patrick and barney, with everyone present... charlene too.. we were dancing all throughout... and as usual, you see people falling like dominos and puking like merlion... the usual suspects.. hehehz...

had bak kut teh after that... kinda shiok, haven eaten that in a long time... splited into 2 cabs after that, carmen, me, barney and alvin in one and wendy, daming, patrick and xiwen in the other. Daming puked in the cab i think, there is never once that i din see him drunk before, sometimes i really wonder if he really drink alot or he cant take liquor well... We were intergorating carmen in our cab when she suddenly made this pact with us to go jogging... of course we knew she was joking, but me and barney decide to put her to a test, but changing up and asking her to go joking with us... after much dilly dallying, she decided not to go... me and barney decided to just go on our own, patrick and alvin decided to join us. we ran at the canpus at quite a moderate speed and completed the jog.. haha...

talk about crazy

Lacking!!!

Had soci tutorial today...
learnt a lot of new things... Warwick actually wanted to setup a Campus in Singapore but due to human rights issue, they pulled out... what a pity... Heard they have lesbians and gays societies and they really study things and society from a broad perspective... tt would be so cool... The things i miss out man... sigh... Singapore Uni is definitely lacking in vibrancy...

feeling the vibes again... no one particularly in my life now... but some candidates are flirting in and out of my mind... confused... but i am not reading too much into it... Jamie's been really sweet.. Kerliang, my sugar mummy has been always nice to me... but she is untouchable for certain reason.. but i think she look prettier with her dyed hair... and Miss Ice Queen Wanyi is giving those playing hard to get ideas... Bingjie is back from Aussie for hols... and i am questioning myself if i still love Ruoyan... pretty confusing... but probably not the time for these now... got my studies to take care of in the first place.

Played for Eusoffianos against Clementi Police... they are not that fantastic as first thought.. we have the chances to put them away but we lost 3-1... Pillay missed an open goal... Randy got a few clear chances created by me, esp one which i fooled the whole defence with a decoyed flick... so wasted.. I wanna score and play as striker.. need to get my confidence back.. right wing venture is freaking shack when i dun have the fitness now.. gone are the days when i can last the whole match making mauruding runs up and down... but good thing is i came out of the match unscathed... better to play safe and recover fully first with my left ankle heavily strapped... no shenanigans... no donkey plays... Need to start running and get the fitness in tune... besides, IPPT is looming.. haven book yet... shit!!

Psychomotor Problems

I never knew i had so much psychomotor problems until tonite when i actually started on my first dance lesson. the moves are nice to watch but they seemed way out of my league as i have difficulty completing them... things are not helping when i am a slow learner when it comes to dance. i am having difficulties keeping up... i bet they are regretting taking me in now... i think i take more than twice longer to pick up anything than anyone else. think i need to do a lot more practice on my own... time is a factor and unless i have a personal coach.. things are looking bleak.

wed there is a night match for Eusoffianos.. i wanna play!!! i need to find my killer instincts again... i wanna make the striker place my own and i have no intention of giving it up.. not only for Eusoffianos but for IHG as well...i wonder where my striking instincts had gone... i think i shall just adopt a shoot on sight approach for now...

I am making no headway for my projects... something is that worrying.. deadlines looming... SHIT!!! i'm like totally screwed... like seriously..
love life is like the last thing on my mind now...

Beat and Drained...

Its been so tiring lately... deadlines pushing me down... weighing on my shoulders so much that i can barely breathed... coupled with the tiredness... i cant concentrate at all... exams loom in less than a month... my last project deadline is just 1 week before exams... tell me about studying??? haha... i will screw you in your face... seriously... they give so much percentage for exams... but they give so little time to study for it. they give so much assignments but they give so little percentage for all the efforts and energy put into it... not to mention the late nights and no sleeping... and no weekends... i am slowly coming to terms with the fact that university students have no life... talk about having gfs and having kids... when there is no time to even socialise... something gotta be wrong somewhere... this bunch of kids my age, are woeful victims of the education and society...

i am begining to recover from my ankle injury, damn that idiotic martin who injured me.... all for nothing... sight of him irks me now... add that to his nonchalent attitude... sigh... people and attitudes are changing.. i am not exactly perfect myself... but i know better... rather than being full or myself. Just played my first soccer game last week, on saturday... for Eusoffianos against Ravens... touches are not there yet... fitness is definitely no no... i need to train up on my own... IPPT looming anyway... but i still pose a threat when i attack... thou the performance and decisions and touches could be so much better... tt seems like everything if u include fitness as well... I will get better... Dance practice are starting... and i dun dare to dance yet for fear of aggravating my ankle... i will give it a rest a while more...

Money issue is looming great... i need to work and earn more money... i hope i dun have to go on OJT for too long... i need to earn some bucks from coaching soon... and the odd jobs i am carrying out for randy...

Love life?? NIL...
conflicts of the heart? plenty...

Money matters

Been working for Randy recently... earning some fast cash... not a bad deal considering the amt of time i spent on it is pretty little...
Melvin got a lobang as a swimming coach... 20 bucks per hour... but i need to commit for 1 year... dunno if i should take it up... i better think about it soon...

Kaori seemed more distant nowadays... i wun be surprised if its because of that misunderstanding... maybe i need to talk to her again...
lotsa things happening recently... but nothing significant enough to be declared as major... just that i am down on my luck recently... keep losing money on the mahjong table...

projects are forever piling... cant seem to finish them... i will be back soon... to post that is...

Social Escort

read an article on social escort in the papers today... due to the high interests generated from the upcoming Deuce Bigalow European Giggolo... there seemed to be a slow but growing tend for the demand for male escorts even in singapore these days. seems like an interesting job to me... usually, i would associate male escorts as high class prostitutions... same as female escorts... well-mannered and highly sophisticated, can easily bring them to social events and keep you company if you want to... sounds cool rite?

I think its a good way of getting to know more people in the high society, afterall people who hire these services gotta be pretty rich to a certain extent... cos they charges by per hour... and for overnight, minimal is 800 bucks... thats what i got from the websites which i checked out... I think i might be interested to have a go a it... sounds fun and exciting... the thrill of being paid to be taken out... moreover, its not merely about sex... there are instances where people booked social escorts to be personal tour guides... like what some japanese tourists do... and you have to carry their shopping loot for them and stuff lidat... and they bring you to parties and treat you to the high class places... woahh!! Some of them even the locals do that... they just want to be in the company of people.. use you as a showoff and things lidat... Rich people think differently...

i think i shall go find out more about it... i dun even know if i can make it thou.. i'm like average looks... and only 1.7m? i wonder if there are social escorts who are that short anyway... haha...

A random entry

came back to hall early today...
not before i went to town to meet mummy...
haven been in town for a long time, haven been out with mum for a even longer time... followed mum to OG to look for her working shoes... din manage to find any...
along the way, I thot i saw XU QI... man... her complexion is really nice and she is fair.. really pretty... she skipped along unnoticed by most peole as everyone was drawn towards a centre stage outside the Hello!shop by MayDay aka Wu Yue Tian.. that band can really sing... and they are stopping everyone who understands them in their tracks... even my mum was trying to catch a glimpse of them.

after the trip at the train station... my train came first as i was going back to sch... i saw my mum standing kinda lost and forlorn... it made my heart weak... made me realise that i din do my duties as a son... how lonely she must have been at home everyday... my bro is in army... and i am staying in sch. worst thing is dad and mum haven been on talking terms for years... marriage was in a state of disrepair... nothing can be salvaged... they are married in namesake only... more like divorced couples now actually... sighh... and her leg is hurting from i dunno what... its been a long time.. she has been so self-sacrificial... i really feel very very guilty...

Eusoffianos had their first game today... and i missed out cos of my injured ligaments.. how i wish i had recovered already... i cant wait to play... maybe i lost my touches and my skills already also... not surprised if my speed is gonna be affected... i miss those dribbles down the wings... the tricks i did on their defenders and keepers ala Cristiano Ronaldo style... I am suffering from the lack of confidence in my games for a long time now... i am no longer being able to bang in goals like nobody's business as compared to the past... cos i have been played out of position most of the time with Homeless due to my versatility... i really really need to pick myself up... cos i know what i am capable of... i hope it comes sooner... in time for IHG and i will whack everyone's ass.... This year.. i am taking 11... number 11...

Hopping Mad!!!!!

I hate being cheated by friends....!!!! I freaking hate it...!!! maybe i am naive... but i choose to give the benefit of the doubt most of the time.. people just have to disappoint me time and again... I wonder if i am too nice as a person... that people take advantage of... maybe i am...

Hall Bazaar this year is kinda crap... totally down from last year's... the atmosphere isnt right... the stalls and items isnt right... the crowd is not there... totally disappointing... I still remembered what happened last year... totally fun and awesome... this year? sigh....

talked more to the freshies at the bazaar... Baby Carol is back on talking terms with me... that is good... but i guess a lot of guys in hall are taking notice of her... see how things go.. there is this Minli... whom i thot she looked a bit like Christy Chung, only if she starts to lose some weight.. quite a nice person thou... Claudia is a new snr.. hi and bye friends still, but at least we know each other... Lay Peng is a class act... i thought she looked elegant and poised... pretty... Wish i could be better friends with michelle...

Confidants: Ruoyan, Jamie, Jerraine... I miss bingjie... haven seen her online for ages...

Seeking Solace

hmmm... seems sad but true... I had to resort to seeking solace here... not saying that its a bad thing.. but i have got more impt stuff to do... like research for my term paper and writing them... but seriously its boring and i am getting real sick of it...

worse thing is my ankle ligaments seemed strained... i haven played any sports for a damn long time... 1 week? there about... its really boring here... mahjong and table tennis are the activities that i indulge in... cos they require minimal movement... seems like breaking up is a trend that is set to continue.. i got more friends breaking up... Uncle Agony got tons to do... plus all the penned up energy with nowhere to vent... its killing me... i'm bursting with energy...

i am growing with hatred with the person who caused my injury... and he doesn seem to be apologetic even when he sees me... except for the first day... the sight of him just irks me... Now, i cant dance... i cant play sports... theres nothing much i can do except study... i wanna study but the projects are killing me... its bad...

loud music seemed to found favour with me... loud musical instruments to be exact... like vanessa mae, and bond... i'm a DEVIL's THRILL... HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

*stupid Wendy just gave me 9 dollars worth of coins... and she sprained her ankle...